An Experience That Changed My Life

Seven years ago I gave birth to a healthy boy who changed everything about me and my liveliness. Before his birth I was an bullish per give-and-take who entirely thought of the fun things that would cast off my day. I was an childish girl without a care in the world. later his birth I grew up, stopped partying, and took on the responsibility that was gifted to me. It has not been a verbose walk along the shores of the beach, but more like a infuse climb up a precipitous and rocky mountain. Yet having my tidings is not something that I would give up no matter how profound it is.Before the birth of my son I was an optimistic person who only thought of the fun things that would make my day. I was an immature girl without a care in the world. I take to be sp terminusing my days with friends and traveling between our beautiful islands of the Northern Marianas, not worrying about anything or about spending too much of my parents money. I enjoyed spending my pass days at the be ach walking along the shores, collecting ocean shells, and release for a swim. I enjoyed going to parties hardly to enjoy cartridge holder and eat both the delicious food I could effectuate on my plate.I enjoyed going to festivals to play games, watch dance competitions, and spend my money on food that were delicious at each vendor. I remember drinking and dancing the shadows away with my friends. I remember always going out to the Aquarius Club on Friday shadows with friends just to drink and dance. Id get so intoxicated with alcoholic beverages that Id end up drunk. Id dance with my friends and just enjoy the extensive cartridge clip Im having in the club until I was set up to go back home. I always had the time to rest period as long as I valued to after a screwball night out.I remember just going to school and terminate my assignments on time without any hassle. I had so much time to myself. I remember playing video games, surfing the internet, or just watching tel evision all day if I had no homework. I remember just going to school, partying, and having a great time. But septette years ago, November 01, 2003 it all changed, I gave birth to a healthy bungle boy my son Divine Joe. The day I went in to the hospital to give birth to him was a very exciting day, I canvass in at Commonwealth Health Center at 1000 in the morning the Doctor was oing to induce me at 1200pm.I remember just lying there on the bed existence so excited wanting him to be out already. The midwife and nurses came in and hooked me up to the IV and baby monitors. At 630 pm I was fully dilated and my water bag hadnt disordered so the midwife broke it for me. And that is when I started wishing it would really all just end. The pain was so excruciating I thought I was going to die, but it did not last long. At 805 pm my baby boy was born and he was just perfect to me. The insufferable and exhausting pain I had gone through was worth it. I had neer tripped over toys or fo rgot words to a lullaby.I had never been puked on, pooped on, chewed on, or peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I could sleep all day or all night, basically anytime I wanted too. I had never held down a screaming child so that doctors could do tests or give shots. I had never looked into teary eye and cried. I had never got gloriously happy over a wide grin. I had never sat up late hours at night watching a baby go to sleep or having to aftermath up every ten minutes in the middle of the night just to make sure everything was okay with him.I had never held a sleeping baby just because I didnt want to put him down. I had never felt my heart break into a meg pieces when I couldnt stop the pain he was going through. I had never known that something so small, like a baby, could affect my life so much. I had never known that I could love cosmos a parent. I hadnt known the feeling of having my heart immaterial my body. I hadnt known that something so small, l ike a baby, could make me feel so important and happy. I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache, the wonderment, or the satisfaction of being a parent.I hadnt known that I was capable of feeling so much more. When the midwife put my son in my arms he was so soft and warm. His eyes were sluttish and so bright. I remember crying and thinking to myself wow this is my son, a precious part of me and he is just adorable. His birth changed everything about me and my life, it was an unthought-of gift. Having my son was the greatest thing to happen to me it changed my life for the good qualities. After his birth I grew up, stopped partying, and took on the responsibility that was gifted to me because he gave me purpose in this world.